Fighting the Fine Far Fight

Houston, we have liftoff.

Yeah, this is my court date and I'm only half of the way through some really disturbing medical records. I'm here digesting data, and these people are just sitting there waiting for me to walk in and fall on my face. NOT come in, guns blazing. Let see just how arrogant the system is. They are dangling my life or my time before me, but damn, I'm ready to deal with them. Remember, whichever way my karma takes me, I'm ready.

Bad karma. What if this thing goes South, like many of my plans do, then what? Re-file for everything. Jump back into the mouth of the system, allow the gears to take me through, like they do, crushing and pulverizing and come out on the other end like I left. What if it's the case? What if I lose the case on top of that? Then we re-file for a new case. Keep punching them in the fucking eyes. They have two you know.

Like I told you, I have time on my hands for all of this shit. They want to deprive me of everything, and I want to fight them on everything. So...we're a match made in heaven. There is a curious statement on my documentation that I've just noticed but is meaningless because it doesn't give me my PRESENT STATE, neither if I saw it, I might have not taken them to Fair Hearing in the first place. It really means nothing until the tenth of the month.

"Aid status: The local office is NOT directed to continue assistance unchanged until the fair hearing decision is issued."

Which basically means that my assistance could most likely have been cut weeks ago, I just didn't know it. It was cut on the date that I filed my case, and now I've been in free fall. Hmmm, interesting. If things are 'not-unchanged' is it me, or are they using a double negative when none is necessary. Either it's unchanged or its changed. Not unchanged means changed. Why couldn't they just put down 'changed'. Is it me?

I guess they don't expect their normal Plaintiffs to read the BURRIED print...which is another legal tactic as in FINE print. Both are made to make it difficult for someone to locate and read information that is pertinent to their case. Yes, you get this way when you've spent 13 years in a legal library, doing legal research for lawyers. It makes you think you're a lawyer. So, I'm going to either file today or tomorrow for my adjournment. Most likely today because there is probably some other or, if it's like adjournment instructions, no other , instructions stating that if it's not filed before the date of my hearing, it's null and void. If my benefits have been cut, they're going to try to wait me out, smoke me out. You know punish you with food, medicine and rent for thirty days or longer. This is HRA punishment to MAKE you not hammer away at their legal status, as I wish to do.

Just to let you people know that I will be more crazier and a lot thinner when all of this is over. Ha ha ha ha!! I know it's not a funny matter, but neither is WECARE. That's all that I have to do is think WECARE and getting up day in and day out to do nothing. At least this gives me something to do, which is important. Something to do. That's how you feel when you can't find work. You want to do something, because in any other case, your wasting your life. Why do you think that I'm on top of this Novel like I am. I don't want to waste my life.

HRA, the antiquated dinosaur brain behind everything, which probably had a real, valid excuse for its existence in the sixties, when it was imagined, is now just a sad machine that has no one fighting against it. The Goliath. You can't fight against it without being punished. I guess they view it as biting the hand that feeds you. Literally. But ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!! This fucking shit is madness, and maybe it takes the Great Depression 0f 2009 for light to be thrown on it.

The truth of the matter is, I'm completely stuck. No benefits, nothing. Already. Even before the fight had begun. Damn I'm doubly glad that I didn't walk in there an lose the case, because the benefits weren't on the table of the card game, it was the cost of admission.

Live with it. If this is indeed the case and not-unchanged, means definitely changed then my Karma has proven to be what it is. Bad Karma. Threre's no way that I can get around that. I only have one thing to say to HRA, WECARE, and this so-called FAIR HEARING. FUCK YOU. I say that with a wholehearted grin on my face, because now the fireworks begin.

I'm NOT walking in there today, that's for sure. I'll spend my day today filing for another adjournment, but that will only leave my benefits 'defefinitely not, un-not-unchanged'. Fucking bitches. That's why they have adjournment information pop up after the SUBMIT button on their online forms. DAMN, I should offer my services as a Fair Hearing lawyer. I've got their wack assed shit down pat.

Well, I guess you can say that this post is my manifesto, my reason for living is fighting. Drink, fuck, fight, is my motto, and I don't do the first two any longer, so they have one helluvah fight ahead of them.

Close your eyes folks, this is about to get bloody. It just may be all my blood, but it'll be spent with me being the man that I am, and stop this victim bullshit. DAMN-IT-ALL, and let's all go back to Hell in an hand-basket. I'm ready. What say you?

Oyasuminasai folks

Hobobob

All is Karma